High Point, Rt. 218. I want to win the lottery. Mills and mills.

So, clear your mind and rise the stars.
Lift me high into this journey.
Search for meaning in your breathing.
Wake in the morning, to a deep sleep.
Walking contradict. Hate to love, love to hate.
Drink in the water poured from the hands of heaven.
Close your eyes, count to ten.
Jump from a height, into the clouds.
Speak to me, breathe, run.
Swim in the tide, drown in your sorrow, rejoice in the
lightning strike, in the snowstorm.
Melt into your fingertips, like gold.
Swallow your pride...come to your senses...imagine
your reality...dream your existance.
Be perfectly flawed, wonderfully normal, fascinatingly
may your dreams, be turned into thousands of gems,
scatterd over the valley below...sing.
Crazy crazy diamond.



Can't stop thinking about you babe, can't stopCan't stop screaming and shouting your name, can't stop Look out boy 'cause I'm going to the topOf your list, can't stopI've tried and tried to get next to you My friends say I am blind I'll never break throughBut I don't give in so easily This I know, you just wait and seeI know that you're afraid that I mightCome steal your heart away in the nightBut I can't take away what's not mineYou'll see, you'll come to me in time, can't stop. I've never gone the distance before To find if love was worth giving moreI was born to love you I've got nothing to hideI know about your secret sideSo shut me out, I'll never let go'Cause I can work a spell on your soulI play the fool but it won't last for longI'm in a tranceI'm in a tranceCosmic systems intertwineAstral bodies drip like wineAll of nature ebbs and flowsComets shoot across the skyCan't explain the reasons whyThis is how creation goesI don't want nobody elseAll the others look the sameGalaxies are sliding into viewI don't even know your nameI'm in a tranceAnd the world is spinningSpinning baby out of controlI'm in a tranceI let the music take meTake me where my heart wants to goKiss meI like to singy singy singyLike a bird on a wingy wingy wingyI like to rhumba rhumba rhumbaDance to a samba samba sambaTranceI'm in a tranceUniverse is full of starsNothing out there looks the sameYou're the one that I've been waiting forI don't even know your nameYou took a pretty pictureAnd you smashed it into bitsSank me into blacknessAnd you sealed it with a kissIf only I could let you goWhy do I need you so?


You have to type quicker when your at work.

Thank ya'll who emailed/called on my bday. It made feel nice to know that in the back of everyones mind, I'm there.

Got an email back from Crazy Diamond...it could be where we left off.

At work, one of the photographers is Paparazzi. He's Hungarian, 60, and very beautiful. What are you going to do, huh?

.Ron is bugging. Hope she does OK. Good luck. I love you.

Sometimes, when you hover between light and dark, love is there. If you open your eyes, and stop looking, you'll see it.

Sometimes. Always, never...and again.



Today is my birthday. Let’s see if anyone remembers.

Some say love, it is a river
that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger,
an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower,
and you its only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give,
and the soul afraid of dyin'
that never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been to long,
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong,
just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose.


Pink Floyd isn't the same without you.

I want you to still shine on me Crazy Diamond. The fall is lost. The scent of the faint woodsmoke mixed with the tender bite of chill autumn. It's my birthday tomorrow. And I wish I could have spent it with you. You think your too old for me, and maybe you are. You can provide me with the world, though you've been there and done that quite a while ago. The only thing we couldn't have done was, eh, it doesn't matter. I think of you this past winter and spring. What a beautiful thing. On the damp new ground. Late nights in your second floor river view. God, and you were the only one that understood how that first guitar strum spoke to me with such intensity is made me almost want to cry. You understood the finer things. The weather channel, discovery channel, not having to listen to rap or heavy metal. The unabashed way you finally gave yourself to me. The tender attention that you gave to everything. The chivalry you showed. You fly I'll buy. Serve me Pinot Griglio in a goblet. Talk to me with the intensity that you felt, the passion about the issues. You understood. You knew. Same agreements, same issues. Talk to me about how you felt, what you feel...and while your at it, let's go down to the river. I know you appreciate it. Remember when, I am young, you make me shine like the sun. You still give me shivers. I love you crazy diamond. Bastard. Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there’s a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught on the crossfire of childhood and stardom, blown on the
Steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, you legend,
You martyr, and shine!

You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, rode on the
Steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, you piper,
You prisoner, and shine!


Vote even if it kills you. If you don't, it just might. You have 1 month to register. Do it now. I said NOW.


1600 Pennsylvania Avenue
Washington, DC 20520


Law Enforcement:
I was arrested in Kennebunkport, Maine, in 1976 for driving under the
influence of alcohol. I pled guilty, paid a fine, and had my driver's
license suspended for 30 days. My Texas driving record has been "lost"
and is not available.

I joined the Texas Air National Guard and went AWOL. I refused
to take a drug test or answer any questions about my drug use. By
joining the Texas Air National Guard, I was able to avoid combat duty
in Vietnam.

I graduated from Yale University with a low C average. I was a

I ran for U.S. Congress and lost. I began my career in the oil
business in Midland, Texas in 1975. I bought an oil company, but
couldn't find any oil in Texas. The company went bankrupt
shortly after I sold all my stock. I bought the Texas Rangers baseball
team in a sweetheart deal that took land using taxpayer money.

With the help of my father and our friends in the oil industry

(including Enron CEO Ken Lay), I was elected governor of Texas.


I changed Texas pollution laws to favor power and oil companies,
making Texas the most polluted state in the Union. During my
tenure, Houston replaced Los Angeles as the most smog-ridden city in
America. I cut taxes and bankrupted the Texas treasury to the tune of
billions in
borrowed money. I set the record for the most executions by any governor
in American history.

With the help of my brother, the governor of Florida, and my

father's appointments to the Supreme Court, I became President after
losing by over 500,000 votes.


I am the first President in U.S. history to enter office with a
criminal record. I invaded and occupied two countries at a continuing
cost of
*over one billion dollars per week*.

I spent the U.S. surplus and effectively bankrupted the U.S. Treasury.
I shattered the record for the largest annual deficit in U.S. history.

I set an economic record for most private bankruptcies filed in

any 12-month period. I set the all-time record for most foreclosures in
a 12-month
period. I set the all-time record for the biggest drop in the history of
the U.S. stock market.

In my first year in office, over 2 million Americans lost their jobs
and that trend continues every month. I'm proud that the members of my
cabinet are the richest of any administration in U.S. history. My
"poorest millionaire," Condoleeza Rice, has a Chevron oil tanker named
after her.
I set the record for most campaign fund-raising trips by a U.S.
President. I am the all-time U.S. and world record-holder for receiving
the most corporate campaign donations.

One of my best friends, Kenneth Lay, presided over the largest corporate
bankruptcy fraud in U.S. History, Enron. My political party used Enron
private jets and corporate attorneys to assure my success with the U.S.
Supreme Court during my election decision.

>I have protected my friends at Enron and Halliburton against
investigation or prosecution. More time and money was spent investigating
the Monica Lewinsky affair than has been spent investigating one of the
biggest corporate rip-offs in history. I presided over the biggest
energy crisis in U.S. history and
refused to intervene when corruption involving the oil industry was
I presided over the highest gasoline prices in U.S. history. I changed
the U.S. policy to allow convicted criminals to be awarded government
I appointed more convicted criminals to administration than any President
in U.S. history.
I created the Ministry of Homeland Security, the largest bureaucracy
in the history of the United States government.
I've broken more international treaties than any President in U.S.

I am the first President in U.S. history to have the United Nations
remove the U.S. from the Human Rights Commission.

I withdrew the U.S. from the World Court of Law.

I refused to allow inspector's access to U.S. "prisoners of
war" detainees and thereby have refused to abide by the Geneva

I am the first President in history to refuse United Nations
election inspectors (during the 2002 U.S. election).
I set the record for fewest numbers of press conferences of any
President since the advent of television.

I set the all-time record for most days on vacation in any one-year
period. After taking off the entire month of August, I presided
over the worst security failure in U.S. history.

I garnered the most sympathy for the U.S. after the World Trade
Center attacks and less than a year later made the U.S. the most hated
country in the world, the largest failure of diplomacy in world history.

I have set the all-time record for most people worldwide to
simultaneously protest me in public venues (15 million people),

shattering the record for protests against any person in the history
of mankind.

I am the first President in U.S. history to order an unprovoked,
pre-emptive attack and the military occupation of a sovereign

I did so against the will of the United Nations, the majority
of U.S. citizens, and the world community.

I have cut health care benefits for war veterans and support a

cut in duty benefits for active duty troops and their families -- in

In my State of the Union Address, I lied about our reasons for
attacking Iraq and then blamed the lies on our British friends.
I am the first President in history to have a majority of
Europeans (71%) view my presidency as the biggest threat to world peace
and security.
I am supporting development of a nuclear "Tactical Bunker
Buster," a WMD.

I have so far failed to fulfill my pledge to bring Osama Bin Laden to

During the Iraq War and Occupation thousands of American troops
were injured and killed.
I did not have the time to attend any of the funerals for ourfallen
soldiers but I did have the time to attend more than 43
fund-raising events of the Republican party

All records of my tenure as governor of Texas are now in my
father's library, sealed and unavailable for public view.

All records of SEC investigations into my insider trading and my
bankrupt companies are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for
public view.

All records or minutes from meetings that I, or myVice-President,
attended regarding public energy policy are sealed in secrecy
and unavailable for public review.


Vote for Kerry. You're killing yourself if you don't.